Listening to the lyrics of " Burn" By Usher, it sets a perfect atmodphere for this lazy morning. I felt peace as I typed this entry for today. Except I had to record it using tape and had to endure the hassle of rewinding it again (and again.. and again..) You may ask me, hey, why didn't you buy the Usher cd? it is more convenient and easier to play. But I'm totally broke. HAd to wait for next month for the allowance.. Sian. Got a lecture which shook me out of my comfort zone last night, and now, I'm trying to make amends. and I think the way I view and do things caused that to happen. ANother day has come, and I expect to spend the whole day at home. (Rotting at home..) but I listed out which are the things that I need to do and have to wait for the appropriate timing to do them..
that's all for now. I will update in another entry again later. Adios!
Wednesday, June 30, 2004
Tuesday, June 29, 2004
continuation..
as my life As an ITE student is over, now I have to ponder on the question: what am I going to do next?
as this question has a lot of ways to be answered: what are my interests lah, what do I see myself doing 5 years down the road.. which Private institute am I going to enroll myself in.. and how am I going to support myself for my further studies and blah blah.. (u get the idea)
right now, I am in the stage of confusion and the picture of a person looking up in confusion at a signpost which has sooo many ways for me to proceed clearly describes my situation.
however, as I spent these few weeks of June in isolation (most of the time) I found myself reading this self-improvement book and doing its exercises.. well, it helped me a bit. I found myself progressing bit by bit and I listened to all the opinions from my treasured friends..
all the while I was doing this, I had a feeling inside me that I Will work and also find a course that I really like. However, I really wished to find someone who could advise me on my decision and give me suggestions that i haven't thought of. and I have a variety of interests..
Someone has told me before, planning for your career is an exciting process. But I told her, it is a confusing process for me..
however, I am doing my best to figure out my career path.. and once I had done so, my ambition is commit to the work, do the best that I can!!
ahh.. finally I am able to upload my display pic to my friendster account. it took my a long time to do this..
as this question has a lot of ways to be answered: what are my interests lah, what do I see myself doing 5 years down the road.. which Private institute am I going to enroll myself in.. and how am I going to support myself for my further studies and blah blah.. (u get the idea)
right now, I am in the stage of confusion and the picture of a person looking up in confusion at a signpost which has sooo many ways for me to proceed clearly describes my situation.
however, as I spent these few weeks of June in isolation (most of the time) I found myself reading this self-improvement book and doing its exercises.. well, it helped me a bit. I found myself progressing bit by bit and I listened to all the opinions from my treasured friends..
all the while I was doing this, I had a feeling inside me that I Will work and also find a course that I really like. However, I really wished to find someone who could advise me on my decision and give me suggestions that i haven't thought of. and I have a variety of interests..
Someone has told me before, planning for your career is an exciting process. But I told her, it is a confusing process for me..
however, I am doing my best to figure out my career path.. and once I had done so, my ambition is commit to the work, do the best that I can!!
ahh.. finally I am able to upload my display pic to my friendster account. it took my a long time to do this..
Monday, June 28, 2004
typing this b4 I head for religious class..
it just occurred to me: what should I do if I cannot pursue my aspirations as a P.R. executive? I had not fully considered that idea before and now I am seriously thinking about this. the reason why I want to consider all the facts and opinions are that I want to excell in ALL areas.
Besides, I can make all the plans, but HE Decides where I should go...
suddenly, I was washed into a totally different situation: spiritual one. to find the answer, I took a career Inventory test and found out that my interest is in Education and Training. As I took other tests from Tickle.com, I realised that all of them were true. I have no idea how come I ended up with Education and Training industry even though my intention is in P.R. Why?? I asked myself. I honestly cannot answer that question. But then again, I know that I cannot entirely depend on the results of the test, but still....
if I cannot make it as P.R. then the only choice I would go is Early Childcare Education. that means I have to go through the process of asking myself whether I like children and how to work out from there. Not to mention I have to ask potential employers for BONDS..
Besides, I can make all the plans, but HE Decides where I should go...
suddenly, I was washed into a totally different situation: spiritual one. to find the answer, I took a career Inventory test and found out that my interest is in Education and Training. As I took other tests from Tickle.com, I realised that all of them were true. I have no idea how come I ended up with Education and Training industry even though my intention is in P.R. Why?? I asked myself. I honestly cannot answer that question. But then again, I know that I cannot entirely depend on the results of the test, but still....
if I cannot make it as P.R. then the only choice I would go is Early Childcare Education. that means I have to go through the process of asking myself whether I like children and how to work out from there. Not to mention I have to ask potential employers for BONDS..
Bored to tears..
Got lots of time to kill, so I thought why not create my own blog? So here I am writing the first entry..
Graduated from school last month.. and suddenly, I found a lot of time in my hands. It seemed like it was yesterday when I was busy finding time for my school, dance practices and hanging out with my close friends at our usual favourite places. now, since the most 2 important ppl of the group are sssssooooo busy, due to their commitment and duties, and the rest were busy working in attachment or rotting at home, I find myself facing the comp all alone at my home. (not that I despise it)
Graduated from school last month.. and suddenly, I found a lot of time in my hands. It seemed like it was yesterday when I was busy finding time for my school, dance practices and hanging out with my close friends at our usual favourite places. now, since the most 2 important ppl of the group are sssssooooo busy, due to their commitment and duties, and the rest were busy working in attachment or rotting at home, I find myself facing the comp all alone at my home. (not that I despise it)
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